The Real Ramona



Counting Backwards

Counting backwards I count you in
I don't remember him
I don't remember

In time I rope you in again
I try and turn you back through him
I built a tower in my bones
I spill the mortar through my home

Don't let your heartbeat beat keep you safe
No telling what keeps me awake
One hundred fingerprints I hear
A hundred linger in my ear

Measure fortune killing time


Him Dancing

Him dancing
Him rolling on the ground
Him moaning "I can't help myself"

You be the cooker
I can't see no difference in me
You be the driver
I can't see no difference in me
I'll be the runner
You can love me anyway


Red Shoes

This date
This war criminal is
This date is brutal, it
It wants red, so I got red shoes
'Cause red becomes you
This red becomes you

Eyes closed
You close them in the dark, huh ?

What do you think you can't see ?
You want red, so I got red shoes
'Cause red becomes you
This red becomes you

This dance
This war criminal is
This dance is brutal, it
It wants red
So I got red shoes
'Cause red becomes you
I become you


Graffiti

I see the sun rise over this wall
I watch it break and slide
See my name
See my name on the wall

I tried to walk on this wall
It fell right under my feet
Now I only lean
Only lean on the wall

I throw an egg at this wall
I watch it break and slide
See my name
See my name on the wall


Golden Thing

Well you gotta see this
Golden thing
You golden thing
And when you get there better kiss me

Garbage piled up to the ceiling
Ashtrays shaped like asses
All this money and a golden thing
Hell, I got
You golden thing

Horseheads that I dance around in
In coked up anorexics
Got a tree and this golden thing
Hell, I got
You golden thing


Ellen West

That last one messed me up
Things look bad
Things look tragic

I keep looking in the mirror
Afraid that I won't be there

Courting Ellen West, dancing on her grave
Saving Ellen West

My house is full of demons
I swear to God
I need to go to bed

I need to go to sleep
I'm awake with a vengeance

Saving Ellen West 'cause she wanted it
This way

My mouth is full of demons
I swear to God
I need to go to bed
I need to go to sleep

I need that hope chest
I need to breathe
I need you here
I need to disappear


Hook In Her Head

Certain things I love
Spend my time
I guess I'll have to unhook those hooks

This woman literally
Felt she had a hook in her head

Rip it up... Live it down
Make it big... Keep it clean
Shake it off

Take him off... Take it off
Do him good... Keep it up
Shake it off

He's a fucking drag
But if you don't then you watch him go
If you can you see it home
You be strong
And when you die it's a shame
But you old life stays the same

She has a hook in her head

I saw this lady close her eyes
The bottle slipped between her fingers
And slid along the isle

If I were a man I'd have a gun
But I'm so bone tired
I'm so bone tired
I'm old...

I watch the snow make slow time
I watch the snow cover up the bottle
So I can slip between
I will read the label from underneath

I wear the circle in my sleep


Not Too Soon

She... colourblind... tired eyes
Her.. hallway... aching
She'll never move him - likes it that way
He's just a walker and he'll never stop walking away

It's not too soon he said
It's not too soon at all
You might as well be dead he said
If you're afraid to fall
I said -
I know her

She said -
Why do you stare so hard
Wrapped up like a doll in bad dreams and broken arms
Make these old bones shiver

It's not too soon he said
It's not too soon at all
You might as well be dead he said
If you're afraid to fall
I said -
I know her

The last time I saw you,
You were standing in the dark
And with a freezing face,
I watched you fall apart

It's not too soon he said
It's not too soon at all
You might as well be dead he said
If you're afraid to fall
I said,

done your time
been in your place
I couldn't look you in the face
and tell you that it turns me on
it makes my stomach turn

I know her


Honey Chain

My best friend knows this old guy who
Who keeps a picture in his shoe
He takes it out after a spell
Says - s.e.e
Shouldn't stare that way so long...baby...
Stare holes into the walls

My dress hangs here for you to wear out
I walked in beauty too, till I met you
Here hangs this chain
This thing this old girl keeps
We got it easy
So why do you stare that way so long
Stare holes into the walls

We're all honey
Dripping through the honey chain
And lay our lives down
Down and pretty
In the honey chain

Please don't stare that way so hard...baby...
Stare holes


Say Goodbye

I brought this bottle here for you
Can't you drink it ?

I brought this body here for you
Don't you want it ?

Say goodbye
Kick her legs, kick her down

I bought this pocketknife for you
Don't you use it ?

I bought this ball and chain for you
Don't you wear it ?


Two Steps

Two steps
Behind the rest
One fingertip too long

A hole
A hole in the box they carry
Pours sugar in the road

Pours dimes in diamond jim
Two months to fill him in

A hole...


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